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Kill For You

Kill For You

by Lisa Regan 2016 323 pages
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Plot Summary

Night of Survival

A brutal attack, a narrow escape

FBI agent Kassidy Bishop is violently attacked in her home by Nico Sala, a sadistic serial rapist she helped put away. Drugged, beaten, and tortured, Kassidy's survival instincts and training are pushed to the limit. As she drifts in and out of consciousness, she senses a mysterious presence helping her—someone who unties her and places her gun in her hands. In a final act of desperate self-defense, she kills Sala. The trauma leaves her physically and emotionally scarred, but she is lauded as a hero and promoted to the Behavioral Analysis Unit. Yet, the question lingers: who truly saved her that night? The experience haunts her, shaping her future and leaving her with a sense of unfinished business and a shadowy guardian.

Five Years Later

A new killer, old wounds

Years after her ordeal, Kassidy is a respected profiler in the BAU, but her life is still marked by loss—her twin sister Lexie's mysterious death and the scars from Sala's attack. When a series of bizarre, ritualistic murders begin, each victim left with the words "for you" at the scene, Kassidy is drawn into the investigation. The killings are methodical, personal, and staged to humiliate the victims. As she and her colleagues TK and Talia dig deeper, the case stirs up old traumas and rivalries within the unit. The signature taunts her, and the killer's meticulousness hints at a mind as sharp as her own, setting the stage for a psychological duel.

The Avenger Emerges

A killer's twisted sense of justice

The narrative shifts to Wyatt Anderton, a man with a traumatic past and a compulsion to punish those he deems cruel or indifferent. Wyatt stalks and kills with elaborate planning, targeting people who have wronged someone he loves. His methods are cold, his motives rooted in a warped sense of fairness. Each murder is a message, a performance for an unseen audience. As he moves from city to city, his obsession with Kassidy becomes clear—she is the woman he has loved since childhood, the one he believes he must protect and avenge. His actions are both a declaration of love and a campaign of terror.

Patterns and Profiling

The BAU hunts for meaning

Kassidy and her team analyze the murders, searching for patterns and connections. The killer's signature—"for you"—suggests a personal motive, but the victims seem unconnected. The team debates whether the crimes are acts of revenge for personal slights or for wrongs done to someone else. Tensions rise as Kassidy's own history with trauma and her place in the unit are questioned. The investigation becomes increasingly personal, with Kassidy's memories of her sister's death and her own attack resurfacing. The team's profile grows: the killer is organized, intelligent, and driven by a need to right perceived injustices.

Ghosts of the Past

Old traumas resurface, clues emerge

As the investigation deepens, Kassidy is forced to confront her past. The anniversary of Lexie's death brings fresh pain and a mysterious annual delivery of purple hyacinths—a symbol of sorrow and a reminder of unfinished business. Kassidy's relationships are strained: her affair with married detective Jory Ralston reignites, and her friendship with neighbor Dale provides comfort but also unease. The killer's victims are revealed to have connections to Kassidy's life, though she struggles to remember them all. The past and present blur, and the sense of being watched grows ever stronger.

The Twin's Fall

Lexie's death revisited, secrets buried

Flashbacks reveal the day Lexie died—an apparent suicide that Kassidy has always believed was murder. Lexie's diary vanished from the scene, and every year, the hyacinths arrive as a silent accusation. The pain of losing her twin, compounded by the lack of closure, shapes Kassidy's worldview and her approach to the case. The possibility that Lexie's killer is still out there—and possibly connected to the current murders—haunts her. The emotional weight of the past becomes a driving force in Kassidy's pursuit of the truth.

Love and Guilt

Forbidden love, impossible choices

Kassidy's affair with Jory intensifies, complicated by guilt and the shadow of his marriage. When she discovers she is pregnant, the news brings both hope and fear. The pregnancy forces Kassidy to confront her own desires and vulnerabilities, as well as the legacy of her sister's abortion and death. Jory's sudden death in a suspicious car accident shatters her, deepening her sense of loss and isolation. The possibility that the killer is targeting those close to her becomes chillingly real, and Kassidy's trust in those around her is shaken.

The For You Murders

The killer escalates, the net tightens

The murders continue, each more brazen and personal. The BAU forms a task force, and the investigation reveals that all the victims are connected to Kassidy's life—old teachers, bullies, colleagues, and even her neighbor. The killer's methods become more erratic, suggesting a loss of control or a fractured psyche. Kassidy realizes she is the true target, the center of the killer's obsession. The team races to identify the killer, but he always seems one step ahead, manipulating events and people with chilling precision.

Stalker in the Shadows

The watcher steps into the light

The killer's identity begins to emerge: Blake Foster, a boy from Kassidy's childhood with a history of violence and trauma. He has been stalking her for decades, assuming new identities—including that of her trusted neighbor, Dale. His love for Kassidy is twisted, manifesting as both protection and possession. As his mental state deteriorates, his actions become more desperate and dangerous. The revelation that he may have been involved in Lexie's death and Jory's accident brings the investigation to a fever pitch.

Unraveling Connections

The past and present collide

Kassidy and her team piece together the web of connections between the victims, the killer, and her own life. Lexie's lost diary is found, revealing her secret relationship with Blake and confirming Kassidy's suspicions about her sister's death. The truth is devastating: Blake's obsession has shaped the course of Kassidy's life, leaving a trail of bodies and broken trust. The psychological toll is immense, but Kassidy's resolve hardens—she will not be a victim again.

The Monster's Mask

The killer's double life exposed

Blake's dissociative identity disorder is revealed—he is both the calculating avenger and the violent beast. His blackouts explain the inconsistencies in the murders and his inability to control his actions. The persona of Dale Hunter was a mask, allowing him to infiltrate Kassidy's life undetected. As the walls close in, Blake's grip on reality slips, and his actions become increasingly erratic. The final confrontation looms, with Kassidy's life and the life of her unborn child at stake.

The Trap is Sprung

Kidnapping and confrontation

In a desperate bid for control, Blake kidnaps Kassidy, shooting Linnea and a bystander in the process. He takes her to a motel, where a psychological battle ensues. Kassidy uses her training and insight to manipulate Blake, appealing to his guilt and fractured sense of self. She convinces him to surrender, but not before a violent struggle. The police storm the motel, rescuing Kassidy and arresting Blake. The ordeal leaves her physically battered but alive, her will unbroken.

The Truth in Sunderlin

Family secrets and final revelations

In the aftermath, Kassidy returns to her hometown, seeking closure. She confronts her parents, uncovers the truth about Blake's family, and learns that his sister Sarah was also a victim of abuse. The cycle of trauma and violence is laid bare, and Kassidy is forced to reckon with the ways in which the past has shaped her present. The discovery of Lexie's diary and Blake's confession bring a measure of peace, but the scars remain.

The Final Abduction

A last act of violence, a final choice

Blake's trial and confession reveal the full extent of his crimes and his fractured mind. He is convicted and sentenced to life in prison, but the damage he has done cannot be undone. Kassidy grapples with the legacy of his obsession, the loss of those she loved, and the challenge of moving forward. The birth of her son, Alex, offers hope and a new beginning, but the shadow of the past lingers.

The Last Confession

Closure, forgiveness, and moving on

Years later, Kassidy visits Blake in prison, seeking answers and closure. Blake's therapy has brought back memories of his crimes, including Lexie's death. The truth is painful, but it allows Kassidy to finally let go of the guilt and anger that have haunted her. She finds solace in her family, her friends, and the life she has built. The cycle of violence is broken, and the future is open.

Aftermath and Healing

A new life, a new hope

Kassidy rebuilds her life, surrounded by those who love her. She raises her son, finds love with Isaac, and learns to trust again. The scars of the past remain, but they no longer define her. The story ends with a sense of hard-won peace and the promise of a brighter future—a testament to resilience, forgiveness, and the enduring power of hope.

Characters

Kassidy Bishop

Haunted survivor, relentless profiler

Kassidy is the emotional and psychological core of the story—a woman marked by trauma, loss, and resilience. As an FBI profiler, she is brilliant, intuitive, and driven by a need to understand the darkest corners of the human mind. Her twin sister's death and her own near-fatal attack by Nico Sala have left her with deep scars, both physical and emotional. Kassidy's relationships are complex: she is fiercely loyal to her friends, struggles with guilt over her affair with Jory, and is both comforted and unsettled by her neighbor Dale. Her journey is one of survival, self-discovery, and ultimately, healing. She is both a victim and a warrior, learning to reclaim her life from the shadows that have pursued her.

Blake Foster / Dale Hunter / Wyatt Anderton

Obsessive stalker, fractured avenger

Blake is the antagonist—a man whose childhood abuse and neglect have warped his sense of justice and love. Suffering from dissociative identity disorder, he is both the calculating, meticulous killer and the violent, uncontrollable beast. His obsession with Kassidy drives him to murder those he perceives as having wronged her, all while hiding in plain sight as her trusted neighbor Dale. Blake's longing for connection is twisted by his trauma, leading him to conflate love with possession and protection with violence. His psychological unraveling is both tragic and terrifying, culminating in a desperate bid for Kassidy's love and forgiveness.

Lexie Bishop

Lost twin, catalyst for grief

Lexie is Kassidy's identical twin, whose mysterious death haunts the narrative. Sensitive, nurturing, and compassionate, Lexie's life and choices—her secret relationship with Blake, her abortion, her untimely death—cast a long shadow over Kassidy's life. Lexie represents both what Kassidy has lost and what she strives to protect in herself and others. Her absence is a constant ache, driving Kassidy's quest for truth and justice.

Jory Ralston

Forbidden lover, tragic loss

Jory is a homicide detective and Kassidy's lover—a man caught between duty, desire, and guilt. His affair with Kassidy is passionate but fraught, complicated by his marriage and the dangers of their work. Jory's love offers Kassidy hope and the possibility of a new life, but his sudden death in a suspicious accident shatters her world. His memory becomes both a source of pain and a touchstone for healing.

TK Bennett

Steadfast partner, voice of reason

TK is Kassidy's colleague and confidant in the BAU. Wise, empathetic, and unflappable, he provides both professional support and personal comfort. TK's psychological insight and loyalty make him an anchor for Kassidy as she navigates the complexities of the case and her own emotions. He is a model of healthy masculinity and friendship, helping to ground the narrative in compassion and logic.

Isaac McCaffrey

Wounded protector, new beginning

Isaac is a detective who enters Kassidy's life as both a professional ally and a potential romantic partner. Haunted by the loss of his own family, Isaac understands Kassidy's pain and offers her a chance at healing and trust. His calm strength and quiet resilience make him a stabilizing force, and his eventual relationship with Kassidy represents hope and the possibility of moving forward after trauma.

Linnea Deeds

Fierce friend, unwavering support

Linnea is Kassidy's best friend—a DEA agent with a sharp wit and a big heart. She provides emotional support, practical help, and a sense of normalcy amid chaos. Linnea's loyalty and courage are tested when she is shot during Blake's final rampage, but her survival and continued presence underscore the importance of chosen family and friendship.

Sarah Foster

Broken survivor, mirror of trauma

Sarah is Blake's sister, a victim of abuse whose life has been shaped by pain and loss. Her relationship with Blake is fraught with guilt, resentment, and a shared history of suffering. Sarah's story parallels Kassidy's in many ways, highlighting the long-term effects of trauma and the difficulty of breaking free from the past.

Talia Crossen

Commanding leader, empathetic mentor

Talia is the head of the BAU and a mentor to Kassidy. She is sharp, strategic, and compassionate, guiding her team through the complexities of the case and the emotional fallout. Talia's ability to balance authority with empathy makes her a model of effective leadership and a source of strength for Kassidy.

Cameron Bishop

Protective father, keeper of secrets

Kassidy's father is a retired police chief whose own experiences with violence and loss inform his relationship with his daughter. He is both a source of comfort and a reminder of the dangers that lurk in the world. His involvement in the original Blake Foster case and his unwavering support for Kassidy underscore the importance of family and the enduring impact of the past.

Plot Devices

Dual Timelines and Flashbacks

Interweaving past and present to reveal trauma

The novel employs a dual timeline structure, moving between Kassidy's present-day investigation and pivotal moments from her past—her sister's death, her own attack, and her childhood. Flashbacks are used to gradually unveil the connections between the victims, the killer, and Kassidy herself. This structure creates suspense, deepens character development, and allows the reader to experience the emotional weight of the story alongside the protagonist.

Unreliable Memory and Dissociation

Blurring reality and perception

Both Kassidy and Blake struggle with unreliable memories—Kassidy due to trauma, Blake due to dissociative identity disorder. The use of blackouts, lost time, and recovered memories heightens the psychological tension and keeps the reader guessing about the true nature of events. This device also explores the impact of trauma on identity and the difficulty of distinguishing truth from self-protective fiction.

Symbolic Motifs

Flowers, signatures, and messages

Recurring symbols—purple hyacinths, the words "for you," and staged crime scenes—serve as both clues and emotional touchstones. The hyacinths represent sorrow and guilt, the signature is both a taunt and a plea for recognition, and the elaborate staging of murders reflects the killer's need for control and acknowledgment. These motifs tie the narrative threads together and provide insight into the characters' psyches.

Psychological Manipulation

Profiling as both weapon and shield

Kassidy's expertise in behavioral analysis becomes a central plot device, allowing her to outthink the killer and survive her final abduction. The novel explores the power of psychological insight—not just as a tool for solving crimes, but as a means of self-preservation and healing. The interplay between profiler and killer becomes a battle of wits, with each trying to manipulate the other to achieve their goals.

Foreshadowing and Red Herrings

Building suspense and misdirection

The narrative is rich with foreshadowing—mysterious flowers, missing diaries, unexplained blackouts—that hint at deeper truths. Red herrings abound, with multiple suspects and shifting alliances keeping the reader off-balance. The gradual revelation of the killer's identity and motives is carefully orchestrated, leading to a climactic confrontation that is both surprising and inevitable.

Analysis

A modern exploration of trauma, obsession, and resilience

Kill For You is a psychological thriller that delves deeply into the long-term effects of trauma—both for victims and perpetrators. Through Kassidy's journey, the novel examines how past wounds shape present choices, the difficulty of trusting others after betrayal, and the struggle to reclaim agency in the face of violence. The killer's obsession is a distorted mirror of love, revealing how the desire to protect can become possessive and destructive when warped by pain. The story also interrogates the limits of justice and forgiveness, asking whether true closure is ever possible. Ultimately, the novel is a testament to the power of survival—not just enduring, but finding meaning and hope after unimaginable loss. Kassidy's eventual healing, her embrace of motherhood, and her willingness to love again offer a message of resilience and renewal. The book challenges readers to confront the darkness within and around us, while holding fast to the possibility of light.

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4.36 out of 5
Average of 5.1K ratings from Goodreads and Amazon.

Kill For You (originally published as "Aberration") receives overwhelmingly positive reviews, averaging 4.36 out of 5 stars. Readers praise Lisa Regan's gripping thriller featuring FBI analyst Kassidy Bishop tracking a serial killer who leaves "For You" at crime scenes. The story alternates between Kassidy's perspective and the killer's viewpoint, creating intense suspense. Reviewers consistently highlight the strong character development, meticulous research into FBI procedures and criminal psychology, fast pacing, and unexpected twists. Most found it impossible to put down despite some readers identifying the killer early. A few criticized predictability or character choices, but the majority recommend it as an exceptional, creepy page-turner.

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About the Author

Lisa Regan is a USA Today and Wall Street Journal bestselling author specializing in crime fiction, most notably the Detective Josie Quinn series. She holds a Bachelor's Degree in English and Master of Education Degree from Bloomsburg University. Regan is an active member of prominent writing organizations including Sisters In Crime, Mystery Writers of America, Crime Writers' Association, and International Thriller Writers. Her writing is characterized by strong female protagonists, meticulous research, and psychological depth in portraying both victims and criminals. She resides in Philadelphia with her husband, daughter, and Boston Terrier named Mr. Phillip, where she continues to produce compelling thrillers.

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